Gotcha-me

I'm soooo tired! Y'day watch HKdrama till 2am -_-

Today gotto wake up early to go back to centre for the Seventh month offerings. (btw it's my bossy who does the offerings, we go and show face can liao) every year the same.

Feeling very lack, I din bother to dress up- in Tee and shorts and wif my glasses. Hey its sat mah, moreover its an unoffical event so I dun give a damn.

BUT of all days, that person came!! OmG....totally caught me by surprise! My heart was pounding hard, find the place suddenly so stuffy. One part of me was so happy and the other part was like mah lu> my unplanned dressing >.<

Said to myself " Y do u have to come today? Can't u meet K sumwhere?" Saw me first time in my spec, said I looked funny. "Helllooo..... do i look that bad huh?!!"

Anyway the situation was in control, thk goodness got other colleagues there to chat wif. Shared wif us abt OJE. Has been looking forward to it. Wish u good luck hope u get the job. However bottom line, studies comes 1st.

dunno y I still harbours the feeling no doubt I am totally aware of the answer. Sometimes words are not meant to be spoken, it can only felt by the heart. Its the place where i can put the 'other side of me' safe, sound and untouched. The song "Sometimes when we touch" moved me, u played it in the bus that night. A memory to remember and be treasured.

Sometimes you just have to SMILE,
pretend everything's okay,
hold back the tears
and walk away......